LASJDLAKSJDLKSJDLKASJDLKASJDLKSD. -post to let out frustration/angst/fangirl energy
heichou is so alskjdlask awesome, but i've kind of been hesitant about drawing him ; n ;
theres just something about his character, his looks, his personality... its like, i feel--something is telling me--either get it right, or dont do it at all.
but its silly, if i dont try, how will i ever get any fanart done? XD
but hnng, its so intimidating, drawing him. i've had this same issue with a few other characters; its like i have to wait for the right moment to try drawing them, not just randomly sketch or doodle or something.
if i like a character, i doodle him/her to get a feel of how it works and everything. just look up some screenshots and draw, y'know? -get to know the character on an artist-subject perspective..?-
but like alsdjlaksjdslk rivaille! i cant bring myself to just casually approach this guy XD. this issue i have is rare, but i've had it with kaname from vampire knight, and sebastian/claude from kuroshitsuji. ASJSLDKJ. SO I HAVE TO LIKE, TIMIDLY, CAREFULLY GO ABOUT A PLANNED DRAWING AND SKDLALSKJDS. and this applies for the first drawing. its that first drawing that i have to get absolutely right. then its like 'lol whatevs' and everythings casual and nice and i can doodle them all i want without weird intimidation/apprehension etc..
IM AT THAT AWKWARD STAGE WHERE I'VE FINALLY CONFRONTED THE INEVITABLE, AND IT HAS BEGUN! RIVAILLE ART HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED! AND AKSLJDALSKJD IM TRYING SO HARD TO GET IT RIGHT! ALL OR NOTHING, Y'KNOW?!
AND IM FREAKING OUT AND FANGIRLING AND LAKSJDLASKJD BECAUSE HES SO COOL AND HOT AND AMAZING AND ALKSDJLAKSLKASJD /CRIES
I CANT~! LSAKJALSKJD. okay. im done putting the rest off, i'll get back to drawing xD. EXPECT SOME RIVAILLE ART SOON!
BTW! has anyone read ch. 49 of snk? its not translated yet, but i looked at the pictures. LKASJDLAKSJD ERWIN!! /crais
im still recovering from episode 21... and now this! askkdjlaksjd. /feels /cries